Where Aspens Quake - Softcover

Cates, Tory

Softcover

ISBN 10: 1476732574 ISBN 13: 9781476732572

Publisher: Pocket Books, 2014

Synopsis

In this sweeping Rita Award-nominated Western romance, a woman leaves her old life behind to start over at a ski ranch run by a charismatic and mysterious owner.

The sorrow of loss. The magic of a new life. Award-winning author Tory Cates takes us to the snow-covered mountains to share in the start of a fresh love. . . .

Kristin Jonsson’s life in Albuquerque is falling apart— a critic pans her photographs, the gallery owner pulls her show, and her boyfriend proves to have no respect for her art or affection for her. Kristin, however, is determined to transform the wreckage into a wonderful opportunity. Quitting her mindless job as a graphic artist for an electronics firm, she heads for the high peaks of the Sangre de Cristo Mountains as a cross-country ski instructor.

There she meets Grayson Lawrey, the ruggedly handsome resort owner, and his delightful company is like balm for her wounded spirits. Then, just as she is losing her heart to him, Gray turns away. Yet Kristin feels that their attraction was mutual and genuine. . . . Something deep, dark, and secret is haunting Gray, something Kristin must bring into the clear light of day before they can fully share their love.

About this title

About the Author:

Tory Cates is a Rita Award nominee who lives in Texas.

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Where Aspens Quake Chapter 1

Kristin turned off the ignition of her battered old Volvo station wagon and slumped down behind the steering wheel. Just getting this far, the parking lot of Albuquerque’s Old Town, had required a major effort of will, and the determination she had managed to generate was beginning to flag. With a sigh she hoisted herself out of the car.

She unfolded her five-foot, eleven-inch frame and stood up tall, or, to use a word her mother preferred to describe her height, statuesque, and erect. The slump was a posture Kristin found neither comfortable nor natural. Unlike a lot of tall women, she’d never been ashamed of her height and had never slouched to minimize it. She inhaled deeply and New Mexico’s air, alive with the magic of late autumn, worked a minor spell on her. A touch of the bouncy enthusiasm that was characteristic of her returned and, for the first time in two weeks, there was a spring, however slight, to her step as she ventured toward the plaza.

Once the heart of a frontier city, Albuquerque’s Old Town plaza now served as the focal point for arts-and-crafts fairs and fiestas and as a shady respite for weary tourists. The summer visitors had long since departed. Aside from a few withered cottonwood leaves rattling between the white wrought-iron benches and the bandstand, the plaza was deserted.

Kristin glanced desultorily into the windows of the shops ringing the plaza. Displays of sand paintings, postcards, and desert perfumes were so familiar that they made no more of an impression upon her than did the sight of Native American vendors, wrapped beneath woolly Pendleton blankets, their jewelry and other wares spread at their feet. A gust of wind funneled down the long portal running the length of the shops and swirled up her skirt. She grabbed at the billowing material and twisted around to hold it down. She ended up facing herself straight on in a shop window and at the sight came as close to laughing as she had in two weeks. Wearing a full denim prairie skirt, riding boots, a ruffled blouse with a black string tie at the throat, and a lined vest, she realized she looked like a cross between Annie Oakley and Annie Hall.

She sighed. So much for the old image. Not that it mattered now anyway.

Her mood of amused resignation held up halfway across the plaza, then abruptly dissolved as she confronted the Church of San Felipe de Neri. It was as magnificent as ever, its twin spires cutting patterns of stark white against a sky of such an achingly pure, deep blue that for a moment it made her yearn for the ability to dive up and swim through it. At least that was how its beauty had always affected Kristin. And that was what she had tried to convey in her photographs of the church, founded in 1706 in a hostile land by Franciscan fathers with dreams of spreading their cherished faith to a new world. The memory that her own, far more mundane, dream had shattered and that she was on her way now to pick up the pieces overran her like the fast-moving shadow of a hawk closing in on a baby chick. She crumpled onto a wrought-iron bench.

How much more of this can I take? she asked herself. Because it wasn’t just the church, it was a hundred and one spots in and around Albuquerque that were precious to her and that she’d tried to interpret on film. For the past two weeks, ever since Felicia Cliver’s review had appeared, she’d felt as if she were living in a minefield. Everywhere she turned, cruel reminders of the folly of her ambition waited to explode in her face and rip open the hurt once again.

The wind, which had seemed brisk and refreshing a moment before, now tore at her with a forlorn chill. Whether it was the wind or grief for a stillborn dream that brought stinging tears to her eyes, Kristin didn’t know or care. Tendrils of auburn hair escaped from the thick braid down her back and whipped at her face. As if by instinct, her gaze searched out and found the Sandia Mountains that cradled Albuquerque within their rocky grasp. They beckoned to Kristin, promising the comfort and escape she had always found skiing along a mountain trail. Never had she needed the peace and tranquility of a secluded, snow-frosted cross-country ski trail more than she did at that moment.

The tower bells tolled the noon hour. Kristin had taken an early lunch so that she could dash over to the gallery before the owner, Alana Moorington, made her daily afternoon appearance. The thought of a chance meeting with Alana spurred Kristin back into reluctant motion.

The gallery was set among a trendy cluster of shops on one of the roads that spoked off of the plaza. The last time she had been there was opening night. Where it once had been the object of her most intense professional longings—the best photography gallery in the city—she now approached it with something close to dread. The sign reading APERTURE GALLERY swung above the door in the early-November wind and was reflected in the gallery’s sidewalk-to-ceiling windows. Kristin could see Tracy, the gallery manager, directing the chaos that accompanied the hanging of a new show. Kristin recognized the color prints. They had been taken by a professor she had studied under at the university. She hoped sincerely that he would fare better than she had.

A bell tinkled as she pushed open the heavy wooden door carved with a camera-shutter design that resembled a blossoming flower. The gallery floor was covered with charcoal-gray industrial carpeting. The walls were a light oyster-gray, the color having been carefully chosen to enhance Kristin’s black-and-white exhibit. Now that a color show was replacing it, the walls were reverting to their original basic white. Track lights ran across the ceiling waiting to be refocused on the latest additions.

“Kristin, there you are,” Tracy called out. The gallery manager, a chubby young woman in paint-spattered jeans, left her two helpers whitewashing the walls. She started to hug Kristin, then pulled back with a laugh.

“I don’t imagine that white polka dots would do much for your outfit.”

Kristin faked what she hoped would pass for a hearty laugh. “Well, here I am. I’ve returned to the scene of the crime to pick up my ‘postcard renditions of life in a tourist’s landscape.’?” Kristin quoted the words from Felicia Cliver’s review with ease. They had been seared into her memory that awful morning following the opening of her one-woman show when she’d read them online before the paper was even printed. Tracy noticed the slight catch in her voice and the red-rimmed eyes that contradicted Kristin’s artificial smile.

“Come on into the back,” Tracy said, taking Kristin by the arm. “I’ll scrounge us up a cup of tea.”

“No, Trace,” Kristin tried to refuse. “You’ve got an opening tonight. I know you have a zillion things to do.”

“And I’ve been doing them and I need a break. This very instant to be precise.”

Kristin breathed in the orange-scented steam of the hot tea and remembered the frantic exhilaration of her own opening as she and Tracy had rushed to finish mounting all her photographs, then debated exactly where each one should be hung.

“Kristin.” Tracy’s voice was low and comforting. “I know this is probably silly advice and impossible to follow to boot, but don’t take it so hard.”

Kristin didn’t have to ask what “it” was. For the past two weeks, she’d been brooding over the scathing review of the first full-fledged exhibition of her photographs. Then, to compound the injury, Tracy had called her the day before to ask if she could come by and pick up her prints; Alana had booked in another show and was cutting hers short by a full two weeks.

“It’s good advice, Tracy,” Kristin agreed. “And I’m trying like the devil to follow it. Not to let this get me down any more than it already has. But it’s been hard, real hard.” Kristin hastily looked down into her mug as she felt the sting in her eyes that presaged the spill of tears. It was a feeling that had grown tediously familiar.

“Hey, it’s okay.” Tracy put a hand on Kristin’s shoulder.

Kristin attempted a feeble laugh. “This is ridiculous. I haven’t opened up the waterworks the way I’ve been doing for the past two weeks since my science fair project in junior high lost in the regional finals.” Kristin glanced up, a self-deprecating smile quivering on her lips. Serious again, she admitted, “I suppose it’s because I wanted this show to succeed so badly.”

“I feel partially responsible for everything,” Tracy said ruefully. “For how it all turned out.”

“Oh, Trace, why? Because you ‘discovered’ me? Talked Alana into giving me my own show? How were you to know I’d bomb?” Kristin congratulated herself for being able to utter that last word without any hint of puddling up.

“Kristin, you didn’t bomb,” Tracy demurred forcefully. “One, I repeat, one, lone critic didn’t like the show, and for God only knows what reasons.”

“Let me give you a few she supplied herself,” Kristin offered. “And I quote, ‘Kristin Jonsson’s gauzy landscapes and saccharine-sweet still lifes left this reviewer with a cloying aftertaste.’?”

“She was pretty brutal,” Tracy said softly, as if she could somehow buffer the harsh words with her gentle tone. “But that just proves that she didn’t really see what was in your photographs. She missed entirely what you were saying.”

“It wasn’t just her, Trace. Not one of my photos sold. The public agreed with the review. Alana had to close the show early or you would have gone bankrupt.”

“This gallery isn’t run to make money, you know that.”

Kristin was familiar with the real reasons behind the Aperture Gallery’s existence. First and foremost it was a tax write-off for Geoffrey Moorington, Alana’s husband. For Alana it was a way to one-up her friends. Owning a photo gallery had so much more cachet than modeling in Junior League charity fashion shows or being a docent at the Albuquerque Museum.

“Besides,” Tracy continued, “people are afraid to take a chance with any new artist until he or she is officially sanctioned.”

“And I obviously did not get the official sanction.”

“Kristin, I know that we haven’t been friends long, but I feel close to you. I suppose because you put so much of yourself into your work and it appealed to me the first time you brought your portfolio in. And it still does.” Tracy stopped and stared at Kristin to emphasize her sincerity.

Kristin was warmed and comforted by her support.

“Anyway, you’re taking this all a lot harder than I would have expected you to.”

Kristin was surprised at Tracy’s perceptiveness. She, Kristin, had always been noted for her bubbly optimism and resilience. Even in graduate school when she had received a blistering critique of her early work, she’d believed so strongly in what she was doing and in her own personal vision that she’d bounced right back, never deviating from the individual course she’d plotted for herself. But this, she reminded herself grimly, was the real world; this was where critiques started to matter, to direct the course of lives. She wasn’t frolicking in the sheltered groves of academe any longer.

“You’re right,” Kristin admitted. “I suppose I pinned too many hopes on this one show. But it’s what I’ve been working toward for years. I mean, I left everything—my friends, my family—when I came out here from Wisconsin to study photography, to be a ‘real’ photographer. Then, for the last two years since graduation, I’ve been doing hackwork during the day to make enough to buy materials to do my own work in my spare time and keep clinging to the illusion that I was a ‘real’ photographer. It just all came crashing down in one night.”

“Kristin, you’re talking like you’ve gone blind,” Tracy said with a touch of sternness. “Why are you any less of a photographer now than you were two weeks ago?”

“I know what you’re trying to do, Tracy, and I appreciate it. I really do. Intellectually I even agree with you. I’ve given myself a dozen pep talks and said just the same thing. And they work too, for a while, at least until I drive by that wall of graffiti on Central or see the neon signs at sunset compressed against the mountains or any of the other things I photographed. Then all the pep talks dissolve into this great big blobby, weepy feeling inside that I just haven’t been able to shake.”

Tracy nodded her head as if she finally understood the depth of Kristin’s distress. “Have you thought about leaving Albuquerque for a while?”

“Every day,” Kristin replied without hesitation. “Especially when I go to work and find out that I’m going to be creating bar graphs or photographing some new pressure valve all day. A slight hitch always comes up, though, whenever I consider any escape plan: My bank account stays perpetually in the slim two-figure category.”

“That probably won’t get you to the Bahamas.”

“Probably not.” The two women laughed conspiratorially. Kristin felt buoyed up, renewed, by the tea and Tracy’s good-natured banter.

“Don’t you have any friends you could stay with for a while?” Tracy picked up the thread of her inquiry again. “Any relatives you could stand for a short vacation?”

“I don’t think it would be a question of my being able to stand them,” Kristin countered. “I’ve been so dreary lately that I’m tired of being around myself. No, I really don’t think I’d make a terrifically charming houseguest.” She paused and an image surfaced in her mind, an image of a mountain, any mountain, beckoning with its promise of an icy-blue refuge. “You know what I’d really like?” Kristin began wistfully, knowing full well that she was only giving voice to yet another impossible dream. “To spend some time up in the mountains. Away from Albuquerque, away from everyone I know.” She dismissed the thought with a curt laugh as soon as she’d uttered it.

“But that would be the perfect solution,” Tracy protested.

“Perfect, except for the small matter of being able to feed and shelter myself,” Kristin reminded her.

“Aren’t there jobs at the ski areas? You do ski, don’t you?”

“Cross-country,” Kristin said. “That’s a completely different sport from downhill, which is just about all they do up in the Sandias.”

“There are other mountains in New Mexico. What about the Sangre de Cristos up north?”

“I’ve been up there hiking in the summer, but I’ve never done any skiing in that area. I have no idea how popular cross-country skiing is up there.”

“There’s a real easy way to find out,” Tracy said, turning away to dig through a pile of books and magazines heaped beside the table where she kept track of the gallery’s bookkeeping.

Kristin wanted to tell Tracy not to waste any more of her time with the silly notion, but it had obviously caught her fancy.

“Here it is.” Tracy enthusiastically dug out the latest copy of Around New Mexico, a guide to the state’s recreational facilities. “Let’s see, cross-country skiing, cross-country skiing,” she muttered, running a finger down the index. She flipped back through the pages and announced triumphantly, “Here you are, CROSS-COUNTRY SKIING, AREAS AND LODGES, SANGRE DE CRISTOS: THE TAOS HIGH COUNTRY LODGE, OWNER, GRAYSON LOWREY. Grayson Lowrey,” she mused. “I’ve heard that name before. Oh, right, now I remember. He owns Powderhorn Ski Valley and a couple of other smaller downhill resorts in the so...

About this edition

• Publisher: Pocket Books
• Publication date: 2014
• ISBN 10: 1476732574
• ISBN 13: 9781476732572
• Binding: Mass Market Paperback
• Number of pages: 304