Wine Sex and Suicide my near death divorce

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A heartbreakingly raw, day-to-day journal showing the depths of despair of an abandoned wife who battles the conflicting desires to numb the pain while wanting to move on and live a peaceful life with meaning and purpose. 
For 17 years, Patty Blue Hayes saw her identity as her husband's wife. When the marriage ended abruptly, she spiraled into an abysmal darkness. Splashed with her intimate thoughts, her day-to-day struggle paints a picture of a woman disconnected from her true self and illustrates the dangerous after shocks of being a dependent spouse. 
Wine, Sex and Suicide - my near death divorce takes us on a colorful journey from a small village in Romania where the author volunteered at an orphanage for her first Christmas alone, to dive bars and dance clubs in Hollywood where she sought validation from men to cope with her husband's infidelity and to the stark clinical backdrop of the psychiatric hospital when she sunk to her lowest point. 
Laced with humor, the author's story will speak to those who've ever felt broken and lost. Her determination to heal will give hope to others who may be going through the dark night of the soul that it is possible to transcend the pain and find purpose.
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This book is the raw before picture of what my life looked like when I felt broken, alone and in despair. It was the dark night of my soul.
I'd been through many losses before, but this one had a soul crushing pain I'd never experienced. I think partly because my self-worth had tanked for the last 2 years of the marriage when it seemed I couldn't do anything right.
Had I been stronger - perhaps a different story would have been told. But this was my path to walk.
I am a private person by nature and yet have felt that sharing my story is what I am meant to do to fulfill my purpose. I want someone reading my story to not feel alone in their pain and their self-loathing.
This book is from the broken place, my other book, My Heart is Broken. Now What? 12 Practices to Heal the Emotional Pain When You've Been Abandoned By the One You Love, is comprised of the healing practices I discovered while I was on my healing from heartbreak journey. 
While my recovery was over an expanded period of time as I gathered these tools and techniques, the healing book is a condensed resource that will serve someone well.
I'll continue to write about healing modalities and I do have an idea sparked to write another journal which would chronicle a personal discovery experience . . . stay tuned.

About the Author:

Patty Blue Hayes is the award winning author of Wine, Sex and Suicide - My Near Death Divorce, which chronicles the dark days and manic nights after the abrupt end of her marriage left her feeling abandoned and broken.

The author moved from pain to purpose and founded Soul Garden Healing®, a company offering products and services devoted to supporting those gripped by heartbreak.

Her 12 week audio program, You Can Heal Your Heartbreak™, supports women on their healing journey and is based on her book, My Heart Is Broken. Now What? - 12 Practices To Heal The Emotional Pain Of Being Abandoned By The One You Love.

Patty Blue Hayes is an expert contributor for Your Tango and has been published in various publications including Huffington Post, Yahoo.com, The Daily Mail and Ravishly. 

She lives in California with a happy heart and a peaceful soul.

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