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“A powerful, heartbreaking, and patriotic book.” ― Joe Eszterhas, screenwriter and New York Times bestselling author
45 mothers of U.S. service men and women open their hearts and share what it feels like when your son or daughter leaves home to fight a war.
“Mom, I’m being deployed . . .” When they heard that, all of these mothers knew their world had just changed. They were overwhelmed with emotions. A strange mix of pride and fear. Anxiety at not knowing exactly where your son is in the world, whether your daughter is facing enemy fire or heat and boredom. Elation at the arrival of the briefest message. Daily dread, when returning home, of seeing a government car in the driveway . . .
Any parent who reads these stories will feel their power―and will gain a greater understanding of the sacrifice made by parents as well as their children in our military.
“If you want to understand what war does to a mother’s heart, grab a handful of tissues. One story will break your heart. The next one will fortify it. All of the stories will make your heart swell with compassion for every mother whose umbilical cord stretches across the ocean to Iraq and Afghanistan. . . . These military moms are all around us, at the grocery store, the dry cleaner, the soccer game. But they, too, have been deployed. Their hearts serve in war zones as invisible shields over sons and daughters who just yesterday were safe at home.”
― Regina Brett, author of New York Times best seller God Never Blinks: 50 Lessons for Life's Little Detours
“This is a book for every American home; an important look at the courage of our military service members and their mothers, who dedicate their lives, no matter the circumstances or the consequences.”
― Helen Toolan, wife of Brigadier General John A. Toolan, Jr.
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Janie Reinart is a storyteller, educator, and freelance writer who seeks ways to give people a voice to tell their own stories through prose and poetry. Most weekends she can be found praying and singing with the choir at Holy Angels Catholic Church.Excerpt. © Reprinted by permission. All rights reserved.:
Time Will Start Again
The clock on his bedroom wall stopped many months ago― I can’t remember exactly when.
He hasn’t been home since last Christmas, and my projects and hobbies have gradually drifted into corners here and there, like dandelion fluff. Summer clothes are crammed into his closet, where only his bathrobe had hung. Now, I am driven to clean and organize, to freshen the room, to put new sheets on the bed. An e-mail confirmed he’s coming home.
Since February of this year, he has lived on an amphibious assault ship with several thousand other Marines and Navy personnel. He has been carried into battle on helicopters, has been driven miles into mountains in Humvees, and, for the first time, has known what it is to command under fire.
There have been endless frustrations and deprivations, and now, finally, a brief respite before being reassigned―because this is his life, his career. His boyhood room is just a brief stopping point before moving on again.
I wonder if this larger man will fit into this tiny room now. Surely it is bigger than the bunks aboard ship. Maybe the size of the room isn’t what I should be measuring. Maybe he will tell us how he measured up out there in a very hard school of hard knocks.
I only have little bits and pieces, you see. Remember V-mail? Well, e-mail is the descendant of that super-thin, crinkly letter in pale blue that would arrive weeks, sometimes months, after it was written. Now messages zip through cyberspace across continents and oceans. Often in the early morning hours I would tiptoe upstairs, and with only the ghostly screen’s gleam to guide me, I would sit in the dark waiting for a message to download. It was like a reassuring hug when I saw his name pop up. I could imagine him sitting somewhere hunt-and-pecking. I noticed he still misspelled the same old words, but it was reassuring to read them. To see the familiar wrongs seemed to make everything right―in the dark before the dawn.
Sometimes he sent photos: a stray dog the unit befriended in Mosul, lying in her own foxhole dug by the guys, or one of himself standing on someone’s porch beside a large portrait of Saddam Hussein (I wonder how many others posed that day?). Mostly, he sent one-line messages―mundane replies to our mundane questions. As long as the messages came―frequently or infrequently―I knew he was okay.
Then for a while, we didn’t hear from him. I kept the television on CNN, at first mesmerized by the video clips, then listening with half an ear for any familiar unit names. The mail came, and in the roadside mailbox was a piece of cardboard. I found out later it was the end flap from a box of Meals, Ready to Eat, or MREs.
One side of the cardboard had his name and military unit in the top corner and our name and address centered. Where a stamp should have been, he had written “free-oif,” and the postal authorities had dutifully acknowledged that stiff brown flap’s right to free postage in a combat zone by postmarking it.
The familiar writing, scrawled across the bumpy corrugated lines, told us he was okay. We passed it around in amazement to our children and friends, as though it was some kind of holy writing, when it was really just a piece of cardboard that had traveled halfway around the world to our little corner of Ohio. The message read,
Dear Mom and Dad . . . I’m alive and well and currently in Northern Iraq. Have been here since 12 April in city of Mosul. I should be back on ship by the time you get this. Love, John.
I wondered where he was when he wrote it . . . maybe he will tell us when he gets home. I considered the many people who handled that piece of cardboard through the military and then the civilian mail systems. How many looked at it and read those lines? Did they wonder who we were and who he was, or just toss it into the mailbag? It continues to amaze us that something I almost threw away as trash, something with such a humble use as a meal container, could make it so far.
I am daydreaming as I dust and rearrange his room. I place front and center the scrapbook I have kept of his deployment: news stories, photos, e-mails, information and updates from his unit’s website. And of course, in a plastic pocket, the brown MRE postcard.
So much has happened since he left last year. Perhaps he will never truly catch up with the local news or with national events. His sister taped rugby matches to mail to him. His sister-in-law baked cookies and sent him magazines. His brothers wrote to him or sent e-mail messages. Everyone wanted to let him know he hadn’t been forgotten. But it isn’t the same as him being here.
He has missed many family milestones. One brother was married. One bought a house. One started college at night. One nephew won a swim meet, and another started preschool, while a new one was added to the family.
I have worn a mother’s service pin for months now. Meeting others who recognize its meaning makes me feel less alone. Perhaps I can safely put away the pin and retire the service flag that has hung in our dining room window. The red and blue has faded from the sun, perhaps faded as much as public interest in conflict on the other side of an ocean.
But concern never fades for those who have friends and loved ones “over there.” Prayers never end for them, for their safe return, or for those who have died in service to their country.
On the day President Eisenhower was inaugurated, a reporter asked his mother, “Aren’t you proud of your child today?” She replied, “I am proud of all my children―which one did you mean?” I always thought that a grand statement from her, and now I know how she could say it. Each child is so special, with special gifts and talents, how can a parent not be proud of each and every one? To have them nearby is a gift. To have them far away tears at you. Like President Eisenhower’s mother, I am proud of all my children too.
The summer clothes have been emptied from his closet. Soon, it will be stuffed with all his uniforms and equipment. I wipe the desk one more time, straightening his deployment scrapbook where he will see it. What have I forgotten? Oh yes, a new battery for the wall clock. Time will start again when he comes through that door.
Amy Kenneley is the mother of five grown children and grandmother of five grandsons. A lover of books, she also worked at her local public library system. She volunteers at her local historical society and is active in several genealogy groups.
[Excerpted from Love You More Than You Know, © Janie Reinart and Mary Anne Mayer. All rights reserved. Gray & Company, Publishers.]
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