Naked Through the Gate: A Spiritual Autobiography - Softcover

Joel Morwood

Softcover

ISBN 10: 0962038709 ISBN 13: 9780962038709

Publisher: Center for Sacred Sciences, 1988

Synopsis

In this dramatic and engaging spiritual autobiography, Joel Morwood (now the spiritual director at the Center for Sacred Sciences in Eugene, Oregon) candidly shares the struggles and insights of his remarkable journey to spiritual Awakening.

After his failed attempts to find lasting happiness as a revolutionary in the 60s and a Hollywood producer in the 70s, Joel finally turns to a spiritual path. Assisted by his study of the mystical classics from diverse religious traditions, and guided by his own numinous dreams, Joel discovers the fundamental principles of the spiritual path (attention, commitment, detachment, and surrender) and shows us how he puts them into practice in the concrete situations of his life. Having tested the teachings of the mystics in his own experience, he ultimately finds these practices have stripped him naked of all attachment, including even his striving for spiritual attainment. Then, out of this dark night of the spirit dawns the profound spiritual Awakening to Ultimate Reality.

Joel's story is both a modern testimony to the universal truth taught by the mystics of all the religions, and an inspirational example illustrating how to put spiritual principles into practice in our own lives.

About this title

Excerpt. © Reprinted by permission. All rights reserved.:

(The following paragraphs, taken from pp. 239-240, are an account of the spiritual Awakening at the end of Joel's path.)

I jump up, turn on the light, and look around. Sure enough, I no longer see through a glass darkly. The veil has been lifted, and the glass has cleared -- no, more than cleared -- it has vanished! I see the Kingdom, and now I am laughing wildly, because the great joke of it all is that this exalted Kingdom I have been searching for in such anguish and despair is none other than the very room I have been sleeping in, with its dirty, cinderblock walls, frayed curtains, and horribly grungy, blue-green rug! Oh, I could have kissed that rug and those walls! I could have shouted! I could have danced! I could have done anything, for that matter, because it really didn't matter. It didn't even exist and never had. I was free.

What was it like? What was it not like? How can I tell you? I can't, but I'll be brave and try, anyway...It was not a thought. It was not a feeling. It was not an experience. I was everything. I was nothing. I was everywhere and I was nowhere -- nowhere to be found, hence, nowhere to be lost. Amazing Grace! Sacred Grace! Silly Grace! -- like those nonsensical little phrases that children make up and then laugh and laugh over while poor perplexed adults just shake their heads. And no wonder! You have to be a child to get it. And I was a child, a child sitting on a bed, bathed in rapture...

I had never expected this! What had I expected? Something exceptional, luminous, visionary -- the Platonic Forms behind all forms, or a Transcendental Light wiping out the universe, or maybe the Cosmic Voice of God calling me from eternity -- I don't know, but it wasn't this. This was much, much too obvious. It wasn't even right under my nose, it was my nose. And it was a finger uncurling miraculously in front of my eyes. It was a car horn, sharp and crisp in the night. It was the sound of my sheets rustling as I shifted position on the bed. It was the doorknob effortlessly staring me in the face -- they were all so effortless, and therein lies the true Oneness and Beauty of the world; we are all effortlessly together, brothers and sisters to the stars -- nor do I mean this metaphorically (though metaphor it is), for this was no gauzy vision full of images and archetypes. The Image had burst, and the Light was out, and the Light was everything. The Metaphorical World had come to an end, and I was AWAKE in the REAL WORLD, the world without end.

Review:

A remarkable, unremittingly honest and, at times, beguilingly ingenuous, autobiography. -- Monk Magazine

Highly Recommended. -- L.A. Resources

So entertaining, so seamlessly woven, so compellingly written, that it reads like a fiction bestseller. -- Meditation Magazine

About this edition

• Publisher: Center for Sacred Sciences
• Publication date: 1988
• ISBN 10: 0962038709
• ISBN 13: 9780962038709
• Binding: Paperback
• Edition number: 1
• Number of pages: 262