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This book is a non-fiction representation of my life. I don't know that I will ever write another one, I just felt in order to move forward in my unfortunate life, I needed to write about it to help others, as well as myself. It is graphic and recommended for those over 18 and those who are adult enough to understand what they are reading. I have left out places I have gone, things I have done, things that are only for me, but for the most part, the book gives information on myself and all of those around me that hurt me, lied to me, abused me, beat me, mistreated me in any way, or that helped in some way. If someone reading this finds that they are not part of it, it's because they didn't hurt me, abuse me, lie to me that I know of or their time in my life was so insignificant that mention of it was unnecessary. I hope that by reading this book, it will teach people about things they didn't know and find understanding. I don't know that this book will provide any hope to anyone. I don't care who judges me in reading this because they have no right. In writing this book, I'm giving up my hate and closing a door to it. I'll be moving forward with what I am doing to take care of me, hoping that someday not only the forgiveness I've given, but forgetting will come as well. From this book on, I plan to travel and see the places that I've longed to see all my life, experience things above and beyond, be able to donate to my love of the animals. In shelters; that are being beat, murdered, abused, neglected and given bad names. I'm hoping with this book, that I will be left alone. The people that are no longer in my life chose to close that door by disrespecting me in some way. As you will find in this book, I do not miss people, I dismiss them, with only two exceptions. I have been alone for over a year and I did leave this part out of my book. I have no intentions to ever have another relationship, I do not ever want to be touched again, nor do I have the love I used to have in me anymore, the only love I have left is for few friends and the animals. There will be few people that will know of how to find me, as I plan to go off-grid, another way to save my endangered species, like the Polar Bear. Sometimes in life, you just have to find that you weren't meant to have the life you wanted, that you originally started out to find, something you wanted that was so much more than what you received. It's hard to hold on, and it's hard to let go. But, if things didn't end badly, they wouldn't end. I truly and honestly have never cared what anyone has ever thought of me because judge and thou shall be judged. I only had three that I cared about enough to care what they thought. One is passed away, and sometimes when things are over, they are just over. There are people that come and go in and out of your life for a time, not many have brought me joy, but I've had a lifetime of heartache. With this book, that ends now. There will never another second chance, the first one is the only one you get. For the ones that are gone, you know why you are and you will not contaminate me anymore. I have been hurt to the depths of my soul and beyond. But, now, with help, I will never allow it again. I believe in God taking care of those that Karma doesn't. Another thing, I want the world to know, I am not sorry for anything in my life that I have experienced. I am not sorry for my actions or in-actions. The only time I said I was sorry was when I was forced to. With two exceptions in this book that you will find. My motto has always been, if you're going to be sorry, then don't do it. And for those of you that I have hurt with my words, you hurt me first. I have no regrets, except for the people in my life I let in too long that caused the further damage that I didn't need, that started from childhood. I wish I hadn't stayed in situations, I wish I would have seen them for what they were. It's in the book.
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About the Author:
Other than what I have written; I live with two Dobermans and my cat. My main interests are acrylic painting, horses, Dobermans, travel, looking into taking Dobermans off the no-rent policy, helping the endangered species and someday hope to swim with the Orcas and Great White Sharks. I want to help end the slaughter of elephants, whales, tigers, rhinos, etc. and will be using funds that I receive from the sale of this book to go to those critical needs. I am currently residing in Montana with hopes to leave as soon as I can. I have lived here for almost a decade, originally from Northern California. When I moved to Montana, I was filled with hope for a new life. I have had many experiences here that I have enjoyed and there are a few more I want to do before I leave, but I want to go back to where it is close to the Ocean. I can hear it calling me back. As the book will reveal, I have no family in which I want any relations with. My "friends" have always been disloyal and dishonorable, except a small amount, so moving from this unbearable cold and the life I didn't find here is one of my biggest hopes. My life moving forward will be to travel and have bigger than life experiences to take with me when I'm no longer alive. I want my horses, preferably Andalusian. I have always wanted a big life and something has always held me back, usually taking care of something I didn't want to take care of, or someone controlling me. I suffer from post traumatic stress disorder and depression, as you will read in the book. I have always heard that your past is just that and it doesn't represent anything and I find that to be untrue. You are molded from day one into the adult that you become and the people involved in that are to be held responsible for their part in that mold. From as far back as I can remember, I wanted away from what I was given, and what I wanted never mattered. In this book, you will find that I blame a lot of people for how I have ended up, BUT, like I said, this book is to let go and also help others that can relate to how unfortunate a life can be. I've never experienced more than a few times in my life that I could consider "happy", "normal", or "loved". Moving forward, I do not know what my life will be, but the rest of my life will be the best of my life.
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- PublisherCreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
- Publication date2016
- ISBN 10 1532991452
- ISBN 13 9781532991455
- BindingPaperback
- Number of pages222
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