Black Gold of the Sun: Searching for Home in Africa and Beyond - Hardcover

Eshun, Ekow

Hardcover

ISBN 10: 0375424180 ISBN 13: 9780375424182

Publisher: Pantheon, 2006

Synopsis

Intimate and beautifully written, Black Gold of the Sun is a compelling memoir that chronicles a man’s journey to his ancestral home and to the hidden keeps of his heritage.

In 2001, at the age of thirty-three, Ekow Eshun–born in London to African-born parents–embarks on a trip to Ghana in search of his roots, and in this rich narrative he evokes both the physical and emotional aspects of his travels. Eshun makes his way to Accra, Ghana’s cosmopolitan capital city; to the storied slave forts of Elmina; to the historic warrior kingdom of Asante. He reflects on earlier pilgrims who followed the same path–W. E. B. DuBois, Richard Wright, Malcolm X–and on the millions of slaves shipped to the West from the Ghanaian coast. He recalls the racially charged years of his youth, and he considers the paradoxes and possibilities in contemporary Britain for someone like himself. Finally, he uncovers a long-held secret about his lineage that will compel him to question everything he knows about himself and about where he comes from.

Written with exquisite particularity of place and mind, and with rare immediacy and candor, Black Gold of the Sun tells a story of identity, belonging, and unexpected hope.

About this title

About the Author:

Ekow Eshun has been editor of the British men’s magazine Arena and is now artistic director of the Institute of Contemporary Arts in London, where he lives. This is his first book.

Excerpt. © Reprinted by permission. All rights reserved.:

I

'Where are you from?' he said. 'No, where are you really

from?'

It was the businessman who wanted to know. He'd been

slumped beside me with his eyes shut and his mouth open

since we'd left London. As the Boeing 777 dipped towards

Accra he heaved himself up straight.

'Where are you from?' he repeated.

The overhead light glistened off the darkness of his skin.

He wiped the film of sweat from his forehead.

I gave him the usual line.

'My parents are from Ghana, but I was born in Britain.'

In all the times I'd been asked the same question it was

still the best answer I'd come up with. It wasn't a lie. It

just wasn't the whole truth.

'Then you are coming home, my brother,' he said,

leaning across me to empty a miniature of Teacher's Scotch

into the plastic glasses on our foldaway tables.

'Akwaba,' he said, raising his glass. 'Welcome home.'

As we drained the whisky I thought of all the other ways

I could have answered his question.

Where are you from?

I don't know.

That's why I'm on this plane.

That's why I'm going to Ghana.

Because I have no home.

I'd caught the plane that afternoon: a British Airways

flight straight down the Greenwich Meridian line from

Heathrow to Kotoka airport in Accra.

We'd risen above the clouds and, seated over the wing

with the whine of the jet engines in my ears, I'd tried to

concentrate on an anodyne movie about a gang of con

artists breaking into the vault of a Vegas casino, before

giving up to watch the plane's shadow ripple against the

clouds below instead.

At Lagos, the flight made a stopover, and I caught my

first glimpse of Africa since childhood. The sun was low

and from out of the shadows ground crew in blue overalls

hastened across the tarmac. A staircase thunked against

the plane's flank. The doors sighed open. Tropical warmth

filled the cabin. A stewardess with brittle make-up sprayed

gusts of rose-scented insect repellent along the aisle.

'They treat us like animals,' grumbled the businessman.

A line of passengers in heavy cloth robes joined the

plane, haloed with sweat. I compared their faces to mine.

I looked as African as they did. But I didn't know how far

that affinity stretched. Did it reach beneath the skin or did

it end on the surface, in the slant of our eyes and the

fullness of our lips?

It was April 2002, and I was thirty-three years old.

I was flying to Ghana to find out what I was made of.

My name is Ekow Eshun. That's a story in itself.

Ekow means 'born on a Thursday'. The Ghanaian pronunciation

of it is Eh-kor and that would be fine if I'd grown

up there instead of London where, to the ears of friends,

Ehkor became Echo. Throughout my childhood I was

pestered by schoolyard wags who thought it hilarious to

call after me in descending volume: 'Echo, echo, echo.' It

was my first lesson in duality. Who you are is determined

by where you are.

My parents arrived in London from Ghana in 1963. They

never meant to stay. And even though they have spent

most of the past forty years in Britain, Ghana is still their

home. When I was a child growing up in London, its

sounds and smells pervaded our house. Ghana was there

in the hot pepper scent of palm nut soup tickling your

nostrils as you entered the house; the highlife songs rising

from the stereo; the sound of my mother shouting down

a capricious telephone line to her sister in Accra.

But Ghana was their home, not mine. I knew this from

experience.

I was born in 1968 in a red-brick terraced house in

Wembley, north London. I was the youngest of four children.

When I was two my parents moved the family to

Ghana. We lived in Accra for three years. In 1974, we

returned to London. I was five years old. I didn't plan to

go back.

My last sight of the place was a country in meltdown. A

military junta had taken power shortly before we left. I

remembered long speeches by generals on a black-andwhite

television. The hourly price rises for a bag of rice.

Strikes and shortages and demonstrations. What was there

to return to?

I asked myself the question I'd been turning over since

I first booked my flight: why make this trip?

During my late twenties I began to feel I couldn't live

in London any more. The bigotries of the city weighed

down on me. I saw condescension in the eyes of bank

clerks and malign intent in the store detectives watching

me from the end of an aisle. Lynch mobs chased me

through my dreams. I fantasized about taking a machine

gun to the streets.

From the extremity of my mood, I guessed that something

more fundamental was at work than disaffection

with the city. I knew my state of mind wasn't good.

My fantasies were getting more violent. I needed to heal

myself. I started to think about a childhood spent in

London, then Ghana, then London again. Had I lost a part

of myself in that toing and froing? Maybe by returning to

Ghana I could become whole again.

Even though my roots were in Britain it was a white

country, and I'd felt like an outsider there all my life. In

Ghana I'd be another face in the crowd. Anonymity meant

the freedom to be myself, not the product of someone

else's prejudice. I bought a map of the country and studied

its cities and rivers. I plotted a trip from the Atlantic

coastline in the south to the dry north. I wanted to discover

the whole country. I wanted to call it home.

I gave myself five weeks. I'd spend the first two exploring

Accra, the capital. After that I'd travel west along the

shoreline to Elmina, the town where Europeans first settled

on African land in 1482. Then I could visit the neighbouring

town of Cape Coast, Ghana's former capital, where my

parents both grew up. That would take another week. In

the remaining fortnight, I'd start heading north. I'd go to

Kumasi, capital of the old Asante empire, in Ghana's central

region. Then I'd keep going all the way through the arid

northern plains until I reached the border with Burkina

Faso.

By the time I was ready to go it was 2002 - twenty-eight

years since I'd left the country as a child. I was looking for

an antidote to London. I wasn't sure if that was too much

to ask. All I knew was that if Ghana didn't live up to my

hopes I'd have nothing left to hold on to. Then I really

would be lost.

From Lagos the Boeing skirted the African coast.

I peered at the Atlantic, 35,000 feet below. This ocean

had once been scattered with tall ships. Sails taut they had

fought their way to Africa from Venice, Portugal and other

states of Europe. Against the force of the northern trade

winds masts had snapped. Boats had sunk. Men brave and

timid had died. When they eventually succeeded in the

fifteenth century it was no less an accomplishment than

crossing the Sahara or traversing the Arctic. On 19 January

1482, a Portuguese fleet carrying 600 soldiers, masons and

carpenters, holds filled with numbered blocks of granite,

weighed anchor on the Ghanaian shoreline. At the town

of Elmina they built Sa€o Jorge castle, the first permanent

European settlement in Africa.

All along the west coast of Africa, Europe discovered

riches. They named the land as they went - the Grain

Coast, the Ivory Coast, the Gold Coast - and sailed home

borne down with tusks and precious metals and the human

cargo sometimes known as 'black gold'.

Yet the African connection to the western world was

never simply passive. Among the Portuguese crew that

landed at Elmina was the ordinary seaman Cristoforo

Colombo, for instance, who led Europe's discovery of the

Americas ten years later accompanied by his African pilot,

Pedro Nino.

The plane banked towards Kotoka airport and Accra

hove into view, lambent in the falling light. Through the

window I imagined the paths of the sailing ships preserved

in the sea, forming a lattice of wake lines joining Africa,

Europe, America and the Caribbean. It was impossible to

tell where the connections began or ended. The shape of

the continents themselves seemed to blur, as a result of

centuries of commerce and migration, both voluntary and

forced.

Kotoka control tower rose into view. Wheel hatches

creaked open. The past is not history, I thought, as the

plane screamed on to the runway. It beats against the

present like the tide.

It was the smell that I first noticed - like rare orchids or

rotten fruit.

Car horns blared in the distance. The lights of the terminal

glowed across the tarmac. From the doorway of the

aeroplane I followed the other passengers down the steps

into a steam-room heat. I ploughed through customs,

immigration and the scrum of porters wrestling me for my

luggage, until I stood with my back to the airport, facing

Ghana.

And Ghana stared back.

Behind a wire perimeter fence, wives and fathers and

children playing hide-and-seek between the legs of their

parents waited to greet the plane. There were smiles and

waves as they spotted loved ones. None of them was there

for me, but for a moment a wave of happiness engulfed

me as I watched the crowd. Ghana wasn't home, but

perhaps it would be possible for me to feel at home there.

Dragging ...

About this edition

• Publisher: Pantheon
• Publication date: 2006
• ISBN 10: 0375424180
• ISBN 13: 9780375424182
• Binding: Hardcover
• Edition number: 1
• Number of pages: 240