Addicted To Pain (Paperback)

Brandy Grillo

ISBN 13: 9798985230482

Published by Saythat Publishing, 2025

About this Item

Paperback. Here's an expanded version of your synopsis, deepening the emotional pull and adding layers that will make readers have to pick it up: What do you do when pain becomes normal? When dysfunction feels like home?Brandy grew up in a world where fear masqueraded as love and chaos felt like the only constant. Her childhood was marked by brokenness, and before she could even heal, life handed her new battles: teenage pregnancy, toxic relationships, and a relentless cycle of lust, addiction, and shame. Survival meant burying herself deeper into the very things that threatened to destroy her. For years, she lived in a grave of her own making, buried beneath trauma, anger, regret, and the lies that told her she would never be more than her mistakes.But God had other plans.Addicted to Pain is not just a memoir; it's a testimony. With raw honesty and unflinching vulnerability, Brandy invites you into the darkest corners of her story: the secrets that suffocated her, the betrayals that broke her, and the choices that left her drowning in shame. Yet this isn't where her story ends. In the very soil of her suffering, God planted seeds of grace. What once looked like death became the ground where new life took root.This is a story of redemption. Of learning that worth isn't earned, it's given. Of discovering that even in the middle of dysfunction, God is writing a story of restoration. It's about a woman who lost herself to pain but found her truest identity in Christ.If you've ever wondered if you're too far gone. if your past is too heavy. if your scars are too deep. this book whispers a different truth: your grave is not the end. It can become the very garden where resurrection begins. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.

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Bibliographic Details

• Title: Addicted To Pain (Paperback)
• Publisher: Saythat Publishing
• Publication Date: 2025
• Language: English
• ISBN 13: 9798985230482
• Binding: Paperback
• Condition: new

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Synopsis

What do you do when pain becomes normal? When dysfunction feels like home? Brandy grew up believing fear was love and chaos was life. From a fractured childhood to teenage pregnancy, from toxic relationships to cycles of lust, addiction, and shame, she learned to survive by burying herself in the very things that were destroying her. For years, she lived in the grave: trapped by trauma, anger, and choices she thought defined her forever.

But God had other plans. Addicted to Pain is a brutally honest, beautifully redemptive memoir of a woman who lost herself in dysfunction and found her true identity in Christ.

With unflinching vulnerability, Brandy takes you through the broken places, the secrets, the betrayals, the regrets, and then into the garden, where healing, faith, and restoration bloomed. This is not a story about perfection. It’s a story about grace. About second chances. About a God who meets us at our worst and still calls us worthy. If you’ve ever felt too far gone, too broken, or too bound by your past, this book will show you the truth: your grave is not the end. It can become the very ground where new life begins.