Darkness Falls on Prospero: The Return of Merlin

He was gone. He was gone and the last time I saw him I treated him badly. The last words I had said to him were yelled. I was broken. There was nothing I could do to bring him back and there was no me getting to apologize to him and beg him to forgive me. Romeo had told me Merlin’s last words and it only broke my heart more. He wanted my forgiveness. He told me he was sorry. I was curled up in my bed sobbing and hugging my pillow. I wanted to die. I couldn’t handle it anymore and to make it worse the wedding was in full swing. Wesley’s mother had it officially announced that he and I were to wed come the year we graduated for Prospero. That thought only made me cry even harder. I didn’t want that. I didn’t even want to live without Merlin. I wanted this to be my last life and never come back again. I was hurting. Everything hurt. I screamed into my pillow until I started to cough and hyperventilate.