Growing From the Ashes

Growing From the Ashes: Learning from My Daughter’s Murder About Life After Earth is a deeply personal journey of loss, healing, and spiritual awakening.

In 2000, my worst nightmare became reality—my daughter was taken from me in a tragic murder-suicide by her boyfriend, a federal agent. For over twenty years, I avoided writing about this devastating event, uncertain if I could ever find the words. But as time passed, gentle yet persistent nudges from Spirit urged me to share my story.

This memoir is more than a recounting of grief—it is a testament to transformation. From the confines of a restrictive religious cult to the profound freedom of spiritual awakening, I discovered that death is not an end, but a transition. Through unimaginable pain, I found evidence of life beyond this world and the strength to rebuild my own.

For those who have endured loss, questioned faith, or sought deeper meaning in the face of tragedy, Growing From the Ashes offers hope, resilience, and the reassurance that love never dies.

Award-winning author Sheila Lowe is a real-life certified forensic handwriting examiner and holds a Master of Science degree in psychology. She served as president of The American Handwriting Analysis Foundation 2012-2022, and is on the board of directors of the Scientific Association of Forensic Examiners. The mother of a tattoo artist and a former rock star, Sheila lives in Ventura, California with Lexie the Very Bad Cat. If you enjoy psychological suspense and in-depth exploration of characters, her Forensic Handwriting mystery series may be for you. Sheila's other works include several nonfiction handwriting analysis books and handwriting analyzer software. She also writes paranormal suspense: the Behind the Veil Series.