Even Here: Held by Mercy

Even Here: Held by Mercy is a deeply personal memoir about faith, brokenness, and the relentless mercy of God.

Raised in a home grounded in faith, Paula believed she understood what it meant to know God. But as life unfolded through complicated relationships, painful choices, loss, and seasons of deep struggle, she discovered that a childhood foundation of faith is only the beginning of a much deeper journey.

Through raw storytelling and honest reflection, Paula shares the realities of navigating love, heartbreak, motherhood, trauma, and the consequences of her own decisions. Yet woven through every chapter is a powerful truth: even in the midst of failure, fear, and circumstances that seemed beyond repair, God's mercy never stopped pursuing her.

This memoir is not a story of a perfect life or easy redemption. It is the story of what happens when human weakness collides with divine grace and the healing that can be found when a person finally stops running and allows God to rebuild what was broken.

Even Here is a testimony of hope for anyone who has ever wondered if their mistakes have taken them too far for redemption.