A Life Of Grace Through The Eyes Of An Undeserving Man: Learning To Follow So I Can Lead

I was born into a Christian-Catholic family, and over the years of my youth, I had turned from God to atheism due to ignorance. This is the story of the redemption I went through when Jesus brought me back through a very unlikely struggle. The struggles I endured are much like many people who misunderstand their purpose and the calling for their lives. Over the years, I lost friends and loved ones, dealt with massive depression, and struggled with suicide. I had enemies and dealt with drugs, gangs, and relationships like most of you.

Yet there was even still chaos, violence, fear, intimidation, and all manures of sin in the house growing up. This should go to show you that there is no perfect family, there is no perfect life, and there are no fairy-tale endings. However, there is one truth and joy you will need to turn to in order to survive this world and succeed at it. This book is to help you find the way there. This is not for my glory but the glory and honor of the Author of Life.

Throughout this story, I will guide you through my life and point out all the areas I missed and should have realized sooner what was going on. The point of this book is to have those who are not sure if God is real or how to trust in God to have something they can take as a reference, and see God at work as a witness to His glory and grace far beyond comprehension.

Matthew Mark was born into a newly converted Christian family.
He was brought up to know Jesus, but life started changing
his path when he was still a boy. He had lost hope and become
atheist for several years as a teenager and into his adult life. Still, God
did not abandon him. Over his life, he lost loved ones, friends, and
hope. Yet even when he lost himself, God knew where to find him.
He now prays all those who have lost themselves to have faith that
God will find them too. All you need to do is believe in the name of
Jesus Christ and what He did for you!