Inside Me

"We have all had some trials & tribulations in our lifetime, the way we choose to handle these trials will determine how we see ourselves when we look in the mirror. We can see shame or triumph, success or failure, pain or healing and love or lost.

Some people experience one or two of these tragedies in their lifetime; near death, child molestation, rape, drug use, mental abuse, bad relationships with women, men, family and the
so-called friends... My life has had a taste of them all and some. I wish to take you through my journey so you will never have to ask that fatal question, Why Me? After reading my story, you will have become part of the lessons being learned and will witness the blessings that surely followed. As my story goes on , you may also wonder why would I continue to put myself through this? Their called â Distractionsâ , the things of the world we just canâ t seem to let go and they tend to pull us back in every time.
Once youâ re finish reading my story, I hope and pray you will look deep into your own lives to see what you can learn or gain from the trials and tribulations you go through. In the end
understanding what your purpose here on earth is to be or not be.â ¦

â God saw me through it, because He has something better for me to doâ â ¦
Yours Truly,
Lonnie Mack
"

I was born Milwaukee, Wis. currently residing in San Antonio, Texas. Mother of five & three grand children I have been working in the insurance industry for 5 years as Premium Analyst. Director /Superintendant of Sunday school & Teaching Ministers at Canaan M.F.B.C., Aylwin K. Parker, Sr. Pastor. I am still growing and learning how to be a better Christian, human being, mother and friend. God is still truly not through with me yet. I know I will continuously pray that I will continue on the road that will take me there. Remembering that God takes us thru obstacles called pains, tragedies, disappointments which may take us on a world wind journey to help bring us back full circle to let us see what has been there all along. His love is never ending and he is always there for us in time of need to see us through life's many challenges. We just need to keep the faith and know that he knows what is best. Never questioning why? Many Blessings, Yolanda Watson