My Miserable Search for Enlightenment: A Quest for God and the Eternal Self

Mark Kenzer is familiar with suffering.

In My Miserable Search for Enlightenment: A Quest for God and the Eternal Self, Mark details how he navigated past abuse, betrayal, and loss to begin on a path to enlightenment. He was born so ill that the doctor thought he would die, and he grew up suffering in a home with abusive parents. Despite his struggles, Mark continually worked to change his karma and learn more deeply about the true nature of existence. Through dreams, meditation, and trances, he began to perceive past the material world.

Mark’s life has been filled with struggles between the material world and his deeper insights into reality. His remarkable experiences, from speaking with the dead to seeing the future to building a multimillion-dollar business and facing the possibility of decades in prison, offer a collection of miraculous encounters that can help you understand truths deeper than our material reality.

Mark Kenzer was the founder and CEO of Pacific Spirit Corp. He built a multimillion-dollar business from $300, studied and met with some of the greats in eastern philosophy, and traveled the world. Through Pacific Spirit Corp, he published two main catalogs, "The Mystic Trader" and "Whole Life Products." After undergoing much suffering throughout his life, Mark became God-realized.