If My Past Wasn't So Dark...My Future Wouldn't Shine So Bright

During the time i was dealing with my mother and her reactions to mike・€・s apparent abuse of me no one ever knew i had been victimized again, several times. The boyfriends at the time of my aunt camille and kim had been told of my abuse and apparently thought it was a good idea to try also. A part of me blamed my aunts for telling my secrets. I never spoke to anyone of these secrets out of fear of loosing more family. I know you・€・re probably reading this wondering why i didn・€・t tell anyone, well if you read the rest of this book i would think you could understand. I didn・€・t want to mess up anyone else・€・s home or happiness. I mean these were my aunts, the very people who were helping me through it all at the time. I didn・€・t think holding on to those secrets affected my life much but in the summer of 2010 i decided to release this burden.