Playing God in Sweatpants (Coffee & Cleanup)

Playing God in Sweatpants
(Coffee & Cleanup)

This isn’t a self-help book. It’s a spiritual autopsy.
Written for the ones who stayed sober—but started rotting inside.

You got clean, started helping, became the dependable one.
People leaned on you. Asked you for advice. Called you an example.
And somewhere in all that “doing good,” you started getting sick.
Spiritually sick.

This book is for the take-charge kinda guy who can’t stop fixing, helping, overreaching, managing, rescuing. The one who calls it love, but deep down knows it’s fear. It’s control. It’s ego dressed in sweatpants playing God on a casual Thursday.

It’s about what happens when approval becomes your drug.
When your self-worth depends on whether they listen, follow, recover, or thank you.
When your “yes” means “please don’t leave.”
When your “support” is just manipulation in nicer clothes.

Playing God in Sweatpants is not polite. It’s not sanitized. And it’s definitely not for the spiritually comfortable. But if you’re tired of being the one who helps everyone while quietly falling apart yourself—this one’s for you.