This Present Judgment: Why Do I Go Through So Much Hell When I Know That I Am a Child of God?

Why does a believer-faithful, prayerful, committed-still endure seasons of intense struggle and silence? Why does God allow hardship to shape those He loves most?
In This Present Judgment, TeRaze Mickle takes readers into a profound biblical truth rarely taught but deeply needed: God is judging His people now-not to destroy them, but to refine them. Drawing from Scripture, personal experience, and decades of ministry insight, she reveals how trials, afflictions, and fiery seasons are part of God's divine process to purify His Church and prepare His sons and daughters for glory.
With clarity and compassion, Mickle uncovers:
Why judgment begins with the house of God
How to discern the seasons and timing of God
Why suffering reveals the heart
How pruning shapes spiritual character
What it means to be part of the remnant
How endurance, patience, and holiness are formed through fire
This is not a book about the final judgment-it is about the judgment happening right now, inside every believer who longs to become mature, steadfast, and spiritually fruitful.
If you are asking "Lord, why am I going through this?"-this book will show you the answer.