Who's Pulling My Strings?: How I Learned to Free the Puppet and Feel Safe to Be Me (Paperback or Softback)

Mardi Kirkland told herself she was a macho woman who could accomplish anything, when she resigned from a corporate management career to start her own business. Suddenly instead, she was confronted with a far stronger belief about herself that threatened to sabotage her every move. While this awareness was shocking, she realized it had been running the show most of her life. 
 
While wanting to be an authentic person, she, instead, was consumed with thinking and saying what she thought others wanted to hear. She had no clue what being authentic looked like. 

Willing to do "whatever it takes," Mardi embarked on a personal journey to discover what had gotten her to this place, to heal her wounds, and create a new life based on self-love, acceptance, and joy.
 
"Who's Pulling My Strings" takes the reader beyond theory and lists of things to do to change your life.  It shows you what it will be like to take these life-changing steps, and what to do when obstacles seem to be blocking your path. 

As you travel with Mardi on her journey, you feel like she is also your companion on the expedition to your inner universe, understanding your fears, encouraging you to touch your core and find your heart.  Mardi talks with you as if the two of you are sitting in your living room having an intimate conversation.  As shares her journey, you will find yourself beginning to ask yourself, "what or who makes I believe and think the way I do?"

Mardi Kirkland told herself she was a macho woman who could accomplish anything, when she resigned from a corporate career to start her own business. Instead, suddenly confronted with a far stronger belief about herself,she confided to a friend, "I can't fail...because then everyone will know I'm no good." A shocking revelation, she realized it had been running the show most of her life, and it launched her journey to find wholeness.

There was no area of her life left untouched once her healing journey began. This is an adventure Mardi expects will never end. In her words, "I'm not walking on water yet."
Writing the book, sharing her journey, and what she's learned along the way, seemed like the right next step. Currently living in Scottsdale, AZ, Mardi is living her passion and assisting others to ignite the spark in their life that starts their journey to love, peace and self-acceptance.