I Just Want to be Her (Paperback or Softback)

When Hazel starts chatting to Denzil online, she believes she may have met her match. He's everything she wants, including - most importantly - honest. Denzil wants her to know all about him from the start, including Danielle, his cross-dressed alter ego.

'Boy Meets Girl' takes on a whole new meaning, but following her initial shock, Hazel becomes interested. She learns to accept Danielle as part of her relationship with Denzil, and helps her grow and emerge into daily life.

Through this journal, Hazel explores her relationship with both Denzil and Danielle, as well as theirs with each other, as the three of them integrate their lives.

The story of Denzil's journey to Danielle is touching, bittersweet and funny all at once. Shopping, feminine etiquette and the art of high heels are all covered in this charming story, which also highlights the pain and pathos experienced by many trans-people, simply through others' lack of understanding. Perhaps through reading this, acceptance will become easier.

Hazel Carter is a 50 something divorced lady with two grown up daughters, a woman with an appetite for adventure who believes in living a full life, without an overly mature attitude. She didn't dream of writing but when life threw her a curve ball, she decided to rise to the challenge believing that each day is a gift and life is truly what you choose to make it.