Jan Hingar grew up in Germany before studying business and finance in France, Germany and the UK. He then spent years in investment banking, private equity, and consulting — chasing a version of success that eventually caught up with him. Burnout and depression have a way of forcing the questions you've been avoiding. He came out the other side. These days he runs his own business, travels whenever he can, and talks openly about the things most people in his former world wouldn't dare mention. This book is the story of his first thirty years — for anyone who's ever felt out of place, worn out, or quietly wondered if there's a different way to do this.