"You'll find plenty who pooh-pooh it, son, and all I can say when you run up against one of those thin-lipped virgins with a stone heart that pumps ice water, is run for your life. Don't under any circumstances saddle yourself with one, no matter how nice she seems, no matter how beautiful she is, no matter how rich, nothing else will matter if you don't have that mystical connection - that greatest of all natural forces. You know what the man said: 'It don't mean a thing if it ain't got that swing.' And by God, that's right on the money."
I can still see him standing over me at the kitchen table. The Doc was a man of commanding flamboyance. He was not a word mincer. But I also sensed, even at twelve, that he was hopelessly enslaved to hyperbole. All his admonitions about the superiority of sex left me feeling that he was denigrating my mother, whom I not only loved, but pitied.
For the great ebullient Doc didn't spend a lot of time at home with Mother. I became the substitute husband, squiring her to this charity event and that picnic; all obligatory affairs attended while the Doc was conducting his own affairs.
So I ignored his advice. And, of course, I regret it.
There were unspoken undercurrents there. Even at my tender age, I felt the Doc was telling me my mother didn't "do it right" and his dental assistants did, or they moved on to chaster pastures. And the women patients with the past-due bills that were never sent out for collection, they surely did it right.
I have never given up trying to "do it right." But up until now, one of the overriding ironies of my life has been while I aspired to be like my father, I wound up more like my mother. While I longed for his libidinous flamboyance, his aura of command, I became repressed and mildly subjugated to a major breadwinner.
Perhaps it was because of my sympathy for my mother, perhaps not, but I was severely retarded in my interaction with the complementary sex.
Until, as I said, I met Kelly.
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I used to flatter myself that I was a late bloomer. Now that I am on a collision course with eternity, I have come to realize it is entirely possible that I have not bloomed at all. Maybe I'm one of those plants that blooms then dies, but whose blooms are spectacular, ten- to fifteen-feet tall and bursting with color. I think the bloom would be worth it.
What I thought would never fail me had failed me. The mechanisms of my hyperactive passion were flagging. I was developing a real fear of the "I" word: Impotence!
My father liked to recite a poem in this regard:
From twenty to thirty, if a man lives right, It's once in the morning and once at night. From thirty to forty, if he still lives right, He gives up the morning, but keeps the night. From forty to fifty he's at his peak, But that other stuff is once a week. From fifty to sixty he still has a yen, But statistics show it's now and then. From sixty to seventy he will find Whatever he does is all in his mind.
Sixty was staring me in the face like an avenging angel, and I thought if I didn't do something about it, God would turn me into a pillar of saltpeter.
Then a miracle happened.
And I don't believe in miracles.
I met the most gorgeous woman, young woman, I had ever seen. And no sooner had we met than she took her clothes off, whereupon we chatted away like we were the best of friends. Lovers even.
We weren't lovers, of course, but afterwards I couldn't get Kelly O'Leary out of my mind. It was a pleasant obsession at first, then, before I knew what happened, my passion became debilitating.
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